One of the most amazing things that can happen, is when you want something to happen and it does without any active provocation.
Today I was able to chat with the best friend of my deceased brother. I’m sure he is mentioned somewhere in this digital archive that I need to go have printed at Kinko’s/ Fed Ex.
We don’t talk often, but when we do, I think it is stellar both domestically and celestially.
Let’s face it, I don’t talk to many people very often. And when I have a day of insightful conversation I know the world is about to shift again. I feel like everyone else does, just before it happens… a sense of imbalance, perhaps a need to purge, vent and connect.
If people were stars, I would be a distant star in the middle of a few clusters. I might even be a nebula in the middle of some star systems… I don’t know, I am not an astrophysicist, I am a writer/ thinker who likes analogies.
Either way, shit is happening on the other side of the veil and I am well aware of it, and so are you, even if you don’t get it.
9/11 is a hallmark day. (Like Hallmark Cards. If you don’t have words for it, Hallmark has a card for it.) Only, if Hallmark has a card, it is cryptic. You’d be better to wait for their holiday ornament.
Feeling uppity or downity with your friends and fam today? Feeling a strong desire to make life changing decisions with little to no planning? Writing things like this, that may seem cryptic?
It’s what is up right now. World wide. This is part of the “matrix” the “construct.” There is a self destruct mechanism built into the program.
Fight it. Stop falling in line with this false “make it look pretty, because it is better than nothing” paradigm. Fight it, and STOP IT.
I won’t until I’m stopped.
It’s another precipice.
People like me feel ultimate isolation because there is little to inspire real connection and the game gets old. So if you face certain realities, while realizing that the best connections you may have will be momentary in times of struggle. You realize you have to hold tight when others can’t. The only way this is possible is when you realize the bigger joke of the matter and if we really do live in game theory, some of us are the people you have to find in order to save yourself in the game in order to move to the next phase.
I’m no savior, but I am a point of re-connection to that other reality which is unavoidable at some point.
Hit me up when things get weird.